Dear Geraldine Jourdain

hello.Nice to meet you.I'm a little astonished your story(like tranquil
afternoon..haha.)
but I am so pleased.because you are lively,exciting.If you feel happy,I am
happy too:))If you
feel sad way,I feel sad way.but,I make you feel happy that you've enjoying
our company.:))
I dare say that I love you tremendously, without knowing you so much. But I
warn you that this love, maybe, has nothing in common with the one you are
looking for (or : with the one you imagine would be good for you). Surely
our encounter is necessary, as I say in the second (or first, anyway, the
other) letter. But let's discover one another slowly, in a relaxed way. I am
extremely afraid of your enthousiasm. To confess you one of my defects, I am
always afraid when I think that somebody needs me. It means that you have
put a lot of expectations on me, and that you are quite likely to be
disapointed. I wished only to bring you joy, clarity, care, and now I see
that sadness,
melancholy, tears, might begin. Please do not jump alive in the fire, if for
you I am like fire ! Or do not accuse later the fire that has burnt you,
though it wished only to give you good heat and light.

ﾂI am sorry, you could not understand I told well you splitting bamboo
example. Maybe my english is not good enough, orﾂ I am going to alluding to
some expression, but it is quite unclear to you. Anyway, you are right to be
very
careful about the body. What I find very interesting is to try and
understand the connexion between body and mind ,and this is what Nietzsche
tried to do.(I have resumed those books.) Many psychological problems,
that are the source of wrong ideas, are closely connected with bodily
disfunctionnings. It is true that if we were a bit more careful about, for
example,
ﾂthe food we eat, we'd surely get rid of many forms of mental frustration
that
cannot be dealt with psychologically.

Anyway, as a conclusion, one of the most important things in Nietzsche's
writings, (I think and I 'd like to say to you), is this paradoxical idea
that the weak can have the power to destroy the strong. It means that
someone like you, who surely
belong to the strong category (strong, adventurous thought, not afraid of
paradoxes, not clinging to comfortable opinions, not afraid of strong
friends), could be harmed by weak people, whose main business is to make
others as sick and sad as themselves. The only way to fight back is vancer
masqu, as Descartes said, to come forth bearing a mask. I mean, not to be
to sincere and open with the stupid and violent people, hide one's qualities

(remember Spinoza's life ! ), and another remedy make connexions with the
other strong people. If you go along well, it will enhance your strength up
to the point when you become able to resist the influence of the weak ; even
if you do not get along well, there can be some benefit, or at least they
will not harm you. The strong people have no hatred and jealousy, though
they can get angry at times.

Bye, my lover, and sorry for those too many words you showed me such
trust that I felt compelled to say all that. Now, if you are not disgusted,
we can go on in another style, a lighter one if you prefer, or at least, as
you seem to like, go straight to the essential point without so much
elaboration.
I'll tell you the rest of your questions in next mail.

I keep you in my heart, an ocean within another one. I promiss we must to be
friend some day.

To spain,Yours faithfully,
ps I'd like you to know my perceptions.If you have free time.you tell me you
circumstance,school....


Takayoshi Shiotani

> Konnichiwa Takayoshi!How are you?Hey did you receive my long email?I m
worrying about that because sometimes I send long emails to my friends and
they don t get them so did you?Anyway I hope!So how s the life now for
you?Did you come back from your trip?How was it?Oh sorry I don t have the
time to write to you for now...I m at school actually so :)
>
> I m waiting for fresh news from you :)
> Your not so virtual friend hahaha ;)
> G鬧ｻaldine
>